Yes, I hear you. I hear all the don't waits, move ons, just get over its. I even get it. And agree.
He just keeps making me doubt that that's what I should do. What I want to do.
Just when it gets to the point that I decide I can't do this anymore. Can't keep waiting. He says or does something that reminds me of how great things were. Still are sometimes. Still could be?
Yet hours later I'm back to wondering why I keep trying. Particularly when the more I try the more foolish I feel.
This shouldn't be this hard. Should it?